My little space.

Sometimes do you still wonder why people regret when someone left you/not appreciating the person beside you in the first place. After the person left you, you went gaga over the person and complain this and that over facebook.

Yes I do admit I WAS like that before, but now I’m here to tell people, don’t do that!

Many things have been happen during these past months. I’m getting more closer to my boyf. We’ve really been through many things, and we’ve really understand and know each other well enough than anyone. I really can say that! Many people may say ‘Aiya, please la. Only together how many months. Talk what know very well.’ Owells, if you know your boyf  in and out, I have no say. Everyone have their own sayings and thinking of their own relationship. I know my boyf inside out, that’s enough for me.

Owells, work has been the same. But getting stress? Tired? I just need more time to sleep and rest right after work. Yes, shopping is one of my solution to stress. HEH.. Just got back from work with something just can’t get out of my head. I’ve been laughing in my mind the whole day, thinking ‘OMG why!??!’

OK, let me tell you what happen.

1: Was settling some MCI stuff.

2: Went over and saw my jr partner was holding a phone. Thinking what’s she was up to.

3: She, pressing the phone with numbers. I, thinking she was calling relatives for updates. But! It was not a hp number! I asked : Who u calling to?  She replied : the ward. (eg. Ward 54 bed 29)

For those who don’t know, our ext to wards are always 5**0 eg like 5540 to call the ward 54.

She pressed *554290* I was like “HUH?! Who are u seriously calling to?’

She point : there! 54/29. So she cont pressing 554290. I was so pissed and in my heart laughing. Said: U think every ward bedside got phone is it?! Have u been calling like that?! And she say YES!

In my mind I was like, has she really got through calling all these number?!

Went home tell brother Jae, OMG, he’s laughing his ass off alright!

HAHAHAHHAAH..

Hai, now talking about brother Jae, sad to say he’s leaving. EVERYONE IS LEAVING! All the good ones are leaving! I’m not saying the bad ones are here, but seriously all the good ones are really leaving! Hai.. Seriously no mood to talk about it!

Alright. Vday is coming, CNY is coming! Woohoo.. First time going to spend time with boyf. ((:

You guys should know how it feels to be loved by someone, being in the honeymoon period with your love one. I do feel that ah bee loves me and I can even feel that I’m appreciated by him. Making feel I’m part of his life.

Thou sometimes there are disagreement between us, it makes us even closer knowing what we both are thinking about each other. As both of us are only together merely a month plus, it feels like we’ve been for so long. Cause both of us do talk alot and share our unhappiness about anyone of us. We do share things, open up to each other what is wrong between us and needed to change.

Part of him I liked is that he’s willing to be part of my life and even willing to go out meet up with my friends., interacting with my own friends. Sometimes I can feel that he’s bored as we always talk about work and he can’t say anything. I’m sorry baby.

Ps to ah bee: I know you’re tired with work and yet still take up your time to spend time with me and my friends. Even thou you’re tired, you wont complain a single thing and try to make me happy. Thanks for everything baby. Thanks for making it happen. Thanks for making my b’day a wonderful one. I missed it and wont want to forget about it.

Leaving r/s a side, now come to think of f/s. I don’t know why people are practically taking advantage of my naive or my stupidity. I’ve trusted some of them yet why some of them betrayed me? Is my friendship to them not even trusted or still my stupidity gives away. I cherish every one of them and why isn’t it coming back to me?

Maybe life is unfair and many ups and down. Life isn’t as easy like what you see in drama movies, or even some other people life you see externally. Other people has a perfect family, but do you know their inner side of problems?

Anyway, today wasn’t feeling well, cramps giving me problems. I need more rest for tommorrow’s work. Till again, I shall blog once more. (:

Love my baby! ❤

hey peeps, finally I’m back with a hectic life I’m having currently. (:

Few mths back, I’m back to single and now. I’m attached again. Yes u may say that’s fast, but when time to let go and get a new one its time. (:

Yes I’m now happily attached to this wonderful irritating guy, Jarren. Hanging out with him during my depressing days are quite fulfilling thou once we had a big fight. Don’t wanna bring that up, and thou did complain he’s irritating me and claims he’s controlling my life. But now, I’m really happy to be with him cuz i’m alive back again. Going crazily with him and of cuz with my friends. ((:

He’s the kind wont bored me, but everytime entertaining me with lame shits. But i LIKE.. HAHA.. Anyway, its the beginning and long way to go again.. Long road for us, saving money, plannings.

Anyway, work has been quite okie. My girls are still the same. But our schedule are so different! We hardly could see each other in the dept. I miss going out with them, do crazy stuffs. But finally today we’re meeting for town, and dinner with jarren. (: Let them have some bonding to do. hahahaha.. Thou they had once the other time, but status is different now. :X

I’ll shall try to blog more often this time, IF i have the time. (: Shall get myself prepare to go out already. Chao~

Owells, my nightmare has arrive.

What should I do?

Been spending my days wisely, but not wisely on cash. (: Owells, let’s talk about wednesday ladies night!

Its been quite sometime since my last visit. Finally got tgt with my 2 ladies aka ‘siao char bos’. Is fun clubbing with them esp when they are seriously drunk! HAHAHA.. I got high during 1st half, after puking. I’m totally wide awake a/w serious migraine! LOL.. Owells, still had fun with them.. Esp aftermath with them. Eg: ‘you tiao so naughty!! I’m going to give them detention’ LOL..

Let’s talk abt friday. Finally its my off day and I should spend more time in bed, BUT! spend with my 2 siao char bos again!! Went off to bugis -eat-shop-slack. Still in the evening, its been quite sometime since I’ve step into yishun/khatib. OH except once I went to watch ‘The Haunting’ with irene. Cool beans movie! But come to think, i forgot the show liao! LOL..  Anyway, back to the topic. Slack over @ Mac den to base! Base!! So long nv go there slack! Slack a while den bus-ed home.

Now! Today! Fun fun fun!! Today was assign to central. But went in to help out in iso. Tired.. Seriously tired.. After work suppose to meet up with ping and ah jay.. They have to go back and take car, so me and boo bathe in emd 1st. After that, 1st stop: PARKWAY PARADE

2nd stop: Pasir ris Dog Farm

3rd stop: Loyang Toa Pek Gong temple

4th stop: East coast Jumbo!

Came home @ 1100hrs, with stomach bloated and we slept in the car! Freaking tired! But had fun!!

I was obsessed with this cute lil pup I saw in one of the farm. ‘Australian JRT’ I didn’t know it was a JRT.. Super cute!!Saw quite alot of JRT, tot of ‘baby’! Yea sorry shouldn’t think, but I can’t help it. (:

1stly: I treat you as FRIEND! Thought I could be a very close good friends with you. But till now, I doubt so.

2ndly: I didn’t expect you will go tell ‘whoever’ and now she thinks I’m stalking her! Oh please! For goodness sake! Who wanna stalk her. I’m not even interested neither of you! I only stalk who worth me stalking. – let’s not say stalk, say it curious.

3rdly: I never treat you as rivalry, cuz in the 1st place WAD RIVALRY you talking! I don’t like him at all!

You know why am I so pissed now. Cause I saw someone blog something about me and its so not true! Helping you know more info in the end I get it myself.

If you’re saying stalking, if u’re saying today at KRW. It was so coincidental that we walk pass and I just remembered that you work there. We didn’t go there JUST to see you okie?! We just go there for breakfast and walk pass. As a good friend – initially, of cuz wanna know how the girl looks like he’s dating right!

Omg now I’m super angry!

Message to you: Please don’t think highly of yourself. You really made me feel sick. I don’t know what have u said and told anyone. Do you think I’m really true wad I’ve told you earlier?

I’m not trying to clear my name here, I’m just want to vent everything here. People say I stalker leh! Please! Who will happy to hear that! ……. And see the way she blog. Immature. SERIOUSLY! -.-

Due to some reasons,  I have to delete the previous post. (:

its been a while since I’ve last blogged about my past. Owells, I admit that these past month I’ve been thinking alot and being emotional. But can’t blame a girl who just got broke up right?!

Now I’m fine, not thinking anymore, trying to get my single life back. (: Trying to adapt the life without someone beside me anymore. Not to think that once u’re awake there’s the same old person beside you. But now, not anymore. (:

I’m not going to protect this entry cuz I find I’ve hide enough. There’s nothing to hide anymore, cuz I no longer think of u. If u’ve been pissed with me, I’m sorry. Not anymore already. You can have ur own life, and live with ur life. Be happy. (:

Anyway, let’s talk about work! O’man, its been 10 days since I’ve last off. Finally today I get my off day! Emd has been hectic even on the thursday morning. Can u imagine, 4-5 ambulance come in 1 shot? Been very tired after work. My life has changed to be very routinely. Wake up in the morning, go work, after work, slp. Next day wake up, go work after work home slp. So routine. I don’t see anything lively in my life. HAHA.. well only for my off days! Instead of resting at home I always tend to go out!

I have to admit, while working I’ve been quite distracted in many things. I’ve been influence by some stuffs and Ive made mistakes. You can say I’m using this as an excuse but that’s true. These months isn’t very good for me. Many things has happen. 1stly, broke up. 2ndly, opened a instrument set that cost $350 that ‘nearly’  made me paid! From this incident, I know who is friend who is not. 3rdly, late for work – wrote a memo. 4thly, discharged patient w/o signing the form – wrote memo again.. So many things happen and I’m not suppose to admit this kind of mistakes.

So from now onwards, geraldine is geraldine. No longer the influenced distracted blur geraldine. I want to go back to my happy go lucky geraldine. Where am I the last time.

Just listened a song that made me think of u. Cuz that song I heard it in ur place when we’re watching tv and u explain to me about the singers. Well i think u’ve forgotten. Let me emphasize, i’m not emo-ing here. Really. Just really thinking back happily. Serious. I’m no longer emotional. Believe it or not. Anyway, I pray u’ve good health and good business. Go towards ur goal. Don’t give up on ur business and I know u wont. (: